candyalmond

Yesterday I experienced being punished alongside someone else for the first time, and I'll admit that while it was a little more embarassing than a normal one, it has its charm too. its a bit comforting to know that someone is beside you getting the feeling the same thing.

My friend William spanked his girlfriend Jamie, and I at the same time yesterday for well... being bratty and poking fun at him all night. Its a little disconserning though, when someone has a higher pain tolerance than you, and you're almost crying and they are practicly laughing x_X

im not sure of livejournals policy on nudity but if its against the rules ill just take it down ^^

Now at this point It might be fairly obvious that I choose to practice Domestic Discipline as a part of my regular life. I have good friends and a mentor that help me along with my own personal issues. It may seem unbefitting of a 21 year old woman to be looked after like a child; watched and judged like one, but know that I chose this on my own. Im not being brutalized by these people. They do this out of affection and caring about my wellbeing. Sometimes the only reason I dont do Certain unhealthy things is because I know that if I did, there would be some very disapointed people waiting to punish me for it. and thats enough to keep me doing what I should.

I understand that some people use spanking as kind of a fetish, and at first, I thought that my interest was just that. a fetish. But as time went on, I realised that I wasnt reacting the to it in a sexual way. The reason I assumed it was sexual was because that was the only way I saw my fascination making sense in an adult light. After meeting people who saw it in a different way, in a disciplinary way, I reconsidered my stance on spanking... and realised that this appealed to me. To every part of my personality. I was someone who needed Aproval from others around me. Someone who needed to be told when enough was enough, and here I am today. I'm not sure how to explain it any better, but I know that Im very happy.

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All this week I've been gerring bedtime spankings. It might seem a little contradictory to spank someone to get them to calm down and sleep... But I find that if its not too harsh, its very calming and peaceful afterward. the warmth is comforting and reminds you of days when you didnt have so much on your mind before bed. It puts your mind at ease, knowing that there Is someone looking out for you.

Thats all my thoughts for today. I hope im not weirding you guys out with all this talk. I may post pictures, or video later, but im unsure of LJ's policy on such things. bye for now.

Hi there! this is my very first entry into my lifejournal, and Im pretty exited!

So a little about me...

I am 21 years old, chunky, ill admit, and somewhat on the shy side.

I dont normally get into much trouble, but when I do, I have to answer for it in a very spacific way. It might seem silly to some people, but it makes perfect sense to me. I get spanked for it. and thats all! it makes me feel better about what i did, and that I've paid for it in a very real way.

i suppose thats all i have to say for now,